Mind of mine…

“Aku bosan stay di rumah ni, aku rasa macam mo lari ja dari sini, aku benci dengan hidup aku sekarang!!! Joty menjerit dalam hati!,
Mindanya tiba-tiba menyampuk, kalo ko ada harta x apalah juga, ni kerja pun teda, mo lari dari rumah lagi, sedar-sedar la diri tu sikit, makan, pakai pun masih minta suap ibu bapa, ni kan lagi mo tinggal di luar sendiri-sendiri, silap2 mati kering di jalan, sudah! Jangan mengarut, buat ja la kerja yang mama ko suruh tu, kalo x sure membebel panjang la emak ko lagi!
Joty akur dengan pola pemikirannya yang bernurkan kesedaran diri itu, dia terus menebas lalang-lalang yang panjang meliar tumbuh di halaman rumahnya itu.-n-

Merenung bintang???

Malam ni penuh kebosanan, untuk membunuhnya, seperti biasa aku akan merenung ke tingkap bilikku untuk mencari suatu metamorfasi kehidupan yang aku dambakkan semenjak dahulu lagi, alam maya bagaikan menari dan menyanyi setiap kali aku mendongak ke langit melihat keindahan ciptaanNya, tetapi kali ini aku gagal melihat kelipan-kelipan ceria sang pari-pari di awangan,
hujan turun membawa seribu berkat dan rahmat, kepada seluruh alam maya…aku mencapai selimut dan terus tidur…kealpaan itu terus pudar dibawa bersama mimpi-mimpi indah….

8 Full Hours Of SLEEP

When you sleep, no one is homeless. When you sleep, you can't feel the hunger. When you sleep, no one is lonely in a dream. Without classes, without nations. When you sleep, she's standing there with open arms and one night could last forever. And if you asked her, she'd never let go. And you'd stay forever. The sun's always rising in the sky somewhere. And if young hearts should explode from all the lies they've been told, let the new night bring you peace and the promise of tomorrow. Where we can wake, to a new beginning. Tomorrow, I'll all but have lost their faces, my friends and family. Memories of all we had and the times we should have lived. And tomorrow, America just might fall apart. Tomorrow, tell me where will you wake up. Beyond title, beyond lease, careers and laws, something more than borders on a map. The sun's always falling in the sky somewhere. And if young hearts should explode, from all the lies they've been told, to live through one night like this. I would trade it for the silence

"8 Full Hours of Sleep" by Against Me

Tanda Tanya???

Takdir?

Dikala kerinduan memuncak, Kedukaan membara di jiwaku yang kontang,
Kasih itu takkan datang memberikan petunjuk,
Dia hilang bersama kehenginan malam yang kalbu,
Kasihku hangat dan tenang tapi terpendam di dasar hati.
Agak sukar untukku berikan kepada mereka,

Hujan malam memberikan ketenangan , Aku basah ditengah kerinduan itu, Inginku bawanya pergi tapi tak dapatku gapai,
Mungkingkah….oh mungkinkah………..
Sinar itu belum wujud lagi?
Cahaya itu masih malap disaduri sembilu..............

Hilang?????

White???

J*18/2/07



White.

Staying alone,
I been walking in the boredome,
Looking for the fate of shining stars,
But still far away in the hope,
Thinking of running away same as walking back in the distance,
Running running in the false of hopes,
I see black and white,
I lost in confusion,

Need to find the Surface of this white??????

Between Hope & Dreams......

Between Hopes & Dreams........